So today was a better day. I took a different medication, and it is controlling my cough better.Goodness, this weather has been nice. The slight breeze gives it the finishing touches.I am going to the doctor tomorrow, maybe I'll get some prescriptions and be able to feel better even faster! :) that makes me happy.
So school has been okay, but it could be better. I just don't seem to fit in quite yet. I don't know all the latest fashions, and I don't wear converse and skinny jeans. My friends tend to ignore me until I speak up and say something. They will be giggling quietly and when I ask what was so funny, they just say, "oh, nothing". I know someday I will be able to hang out with them with no issues. I usually just hang out by myself or with my friend Kathrine*Maybe tomorrow will be an even better day, just think its Friday!
Love Always,Mouse :)
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Hang in there. You are right, as time goes by you will learn more inside jokes and stories. I agree TGIF. I do love the weather. It feels so nice, I would love it if it was always like this. Enjoy your weekend!
ReplyDeleteSorry babe, I'm behind on comments. I hear what you are saying about really trying to fit in and feeling like an outcast at times because everyone knows everyone else and they have spent all these years growing up together. There are a few things though you need to try to remember. Fashion is constantly changing and you can either be who you are and be happy with that or you can try to "fit" in and do whatever is fashionable. I would hope that I've raised you to be who you are. Something else to remember: "Those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
ReplyDeleteIf people who call themselves your "friends" don't have time for you or you have to be someone other than yourself when you are around them then they just aren't your friends. I know it is hard but, someday you will look back at this and you will fully understand what I mean. You will have true friends that you will treasure the rest of your life....like me with BB, you will have other people who you thought were friends for life that you will figure out one day they just weren't that important, and you will have acquaintances.
I guess what I'm trying to say here babe is something I have tried to live by and something I hope I have given to you "to thine own self be true". Be who you are, don't change with the wind or by the group of people around you. If you like country music, don't be ashamed of it or worry about what someone else will say or think. If you don't like skinny leg jeans, don't wear them just so the other girls will talk to you. Just be you....and to those who really mean something...that will be enough. I know the real you and how could they NOT love that?
XoXo
Love & kisses,
Pandora